Chapter XXXII Part N – The Journey Continues With the 3 Axes of the Portals


Engaging the Clutch

The rich quartz vein reveals another huge nugget. The 420th YHVH (יהוה) in the Torah is located at “I am G-d (אנכי־יהוה),” which initiates the 10 Utterances. The clear mirror indicates that this means that there are 1400 YHVH (יהוה) from this point on. The Essential Cube of Creation based on the number 42 with its central position 14 appears hovering before us. Do not proceed unless you have read at least Chapter 32, Spherical Time. If you are ready, a whole new world awaits. The Journey begins here if you missed it.

Parsing the Essential Cube of 42

For the first time we are being shown that each of the 27 positions in the Cube and in the Alef-bet is a fraction of the whole (27), as in 1/27th, 2/27th, 3/27th… and that the sum of this series = 14. In case we missed its point, the clear mirror adds that this means that the central position is equivalent to the entire cube of 27. Then when we multiple these fractional positions by their ordinal equivalents and take their sum, we get (1/27 x 1) + (2/27 x 2) + … (27/27 x 27) = 256.666, as in 28, the value of the Ark of the Covenant (256) and the inverse of all the letters, words and verses in the Torah (1/58).

When we sum the fractional 27 positions (14) with the products of those fractional positions multiplied with their ordinal equivalents (256), we get (256 + 14) = 270, or (10 x 27)

Next, it shows us that each letter value assigned to its ordinal position from 1 to 900 is a fraction of the whole (1) and that the sum of 1/1, 1/2, 1/3… 1/900 is 3.140155…. We obviously see the link to Pi (3.1415…) without prompting, but the clear mirror reminds us that Pi is integral to the 42-Letter Name in multiple ways. The inverses of the 27 letters thus form a circle whose radius is 1.

Another way to fractionize the 27 letter values is to divide each by 27 as in 1/27 + 2/27 + … 900/27 for a total of 185 or 4995/27. When we add these 27 fractional values to the 27 products of the fractional positions times their ordinal equivalents, 256.666, we get (185 + 256.666) = 441.666 or emet, Truth, as in the Tower of Truth, the 20 stacked cubes.

Then when that sum of Truth, 441.666 is added to the first series it showed us, that of the 27 positions as a fraction of the whole, or 14, we get (441.666 + 14) = 455.666, as in the 41 letters in the 3 aspects of Ehyeh (אהיה).

Suddenly, we see the alignment with the first 14 letters of the Torah and the Name Elohim (אלהים) that has an ordinal value of 41, and with the letters (היםת) of numerical value 455. The Torah begins with 3 words of 14 letters.

It seems that the Inner Cosmos will not be content until we have learned all the necessary secrets and rites of passage to the portals of ascension.

We can now understand that the entire 27 letters of the Alef-bet were folded into a Cube that integrates with these aligned portals.  The letters were not just folded in so that their 27 letters would work together, but so that each plane of each of the 3 axes would work out to exactly 1/3rd the totals, as in 1/3rd of 185, 1/3rd of 14, 1/3rd of 4995, 1/3rd of 378, “His Name is One.”

The order and placement of the letters in 3-dimensional space had to be precise. There had to be one specific arrangement of the 27 positions out of the possible 27! ways they could have been folded up.  Only 1 possible way in 10888869450418352160768000000 possible combinations.

The letters were not just folded in so that their 27 letters would work together and/or that their 9 planes would work together, but that each column and/or row in each of the 9 planes would add up to 42, the real key to it all.

We should also ask ourselves how we were even possibly able to come across that one way. What did the universe and the inner Cosmos have to do to get us this Cube in this timely fashion? Why? What is the real power behind this Cube?

How likely is it that the sum of the digits in the 10888869450418352160768000000 possible combinations of the 27 letters is 107?

The still small voice wants us to know that extraordinary feats of the folding of time and space and fields and realities went into the Creation of this singular Cube. Of the 7 billion people in this plane of existence, the singular Cube was placed in your hands.

Over millennia, the 58 elements of the Torah were sifted through by the most gifted tzaddikim, sages, and the greatest minds to find and organize the 112 Triplets (336 specific letters out of 304805) around the Cube for you.

Ancient secrets of the Universe, the Torah, the Triplets, and the 42-Letter Name in particular have been guarded and preserved for generation after generation and now taught specifically to you.

Portals sealed and hidden from all since the moment of Creation have been revealed to you.

That is what is meant by being chosen.

Do not calculate other times. You were chosen in this time. Do not calculate other people; they were not gifted with the tools and knowledge, you were.

42 at the Center of it All

Maybe, we have been looking at this sideways. Yes, there is the 42-Letter Name, the 42 Letters of the Name, the Name of 42, the 42-Letter Sword, the Essential Cube of 42, but what if 42 was not a Number, but the Signature (Seal) of the Creator?

As the 42-Letter Name replaces the Essential Cube of 42, we are shown that the sum of the letter values, ordinal values, fractional ordinal values, fractional position values, and the product of the values times the positional values for all 27 letters is (4995 + 378 + 14 + 256.666 + 4321.666) = 9965.333 or 7000 less than the sum of the 112 Triplets (16,965).

The still small voice whispers, “The Great Shabbat.”

The Great Shabbat is the time period of Moshiach. It is the 7 Names Ehyeh (אהיה) found in the Torah.

With the 42-Letter Name matrix now slowly encircling us we are reminded that Pi (π) and Phi (φ) zigzag their way up through its 14 Triplets like a double helix. We are then shown some new highlights.  Illuminated before us as the matrix makes its slow sweep around us are the last Triplet of each of the 1st, 4th, and 7th rows, 147. Specifically, the same letters (תצ) are illuminated within those 1-4-7 Triplets. Since each letter pair has a value of 490 or (7 x 70), the 3 triple pairs total 1470, or 10 times the age of Jacob (147). One of us shouts out, Glen no doubt, that the complimentary number to 147 is 853 or 358. The Inner Cosmos does not disagree.

The ordinal value of each letter pair (תצ) is 40, so the 3 triple pairs total 120, or the age of Man (120), making the complete value for all 3 pairs 1590. Scratching our heads, the clear mirror reminds us of the equation tying together the Fine Structure Constant (1/137.035671756), Pi (π), and the sacred cubit:

In terms exclusive to Pi(π):

The still small voice whispers, “It’s not the physics; it’s where it comes from.” We add, “And whose Signature is on it.”

The number 1590 is just a more potent version of 159, the 2nd Triplet in Pi and the gematria of “The World to Come, H’Olam H’Ba (העולם הבא),”and to make sure we realize the Creator of the Torah was aware of this, 159 is also the number of paragraphs in the final Book of the Torah. As the clear mirror points out, there are 670 paragraphs in the Torah, and with 91 in the first Book and 159 in the last, there are necessarily (670250) = 420 paragraphs in the middle 3 Books, once again putting 42 in the center of it all, once again the flame (42) to the candle (250). We are flashed the 420 YHVH (יהוה) through the 10 Utterances just to make sure we did not think that coincidental.

The clear mirror reminds us that the total value of the 7 Names Ehyeh (אהיה) found in the Torah is 147 and that the universe was designed so that the field of the all-inclusive 42nd Triangular Number would be 14147, and that Shabbat (שבת), the 7th day, is found 147 times in the Torah, while the 7th Triangular number is 147, Jacob’s age, and that the numerical difference between the matrix’ first line (אבג־יתץ), (506) and satan (359) is 147.

This is interesting since we just learned that (אני־המשיח) and (משיח־בן־דוד) both have a complete value of 506, as in “I am H’Moshiach and Moshiach Ben David, and since sandwiched between the 1st and 4th and the 4th and 7th lines are the consecutive letters that sum to 359 (שטן) on the 2nd line, and (טנעיגלפזק) on the 5th and 6th lines.

The clear mirror further points out that each of these sequences end with the numerical value 107: the sequence from the 2nd line continues into the 3rd (ןנגד), and the 6th line ends with (זק). In both instances satan is connected with the 107th triangular Number, 5778 within the Signature of the Creator that defines and controls physicality. What is this telling us? Whatever it is telling us, it has been saying it since before time and physicality began.

The clear mirror goes further still and shows us that the 3 Triplet sequence (טנעיגלפזק) that adds up to 359 has an ordinal value that breaks up (טנעיגלפ־זק) into (81 + 26) = 107, exactly like the values in the 2nd portal, Anochi YHVH (אנכי־יהוה). The illusion that guards the gate, and the Name that protects us from that illusion.

The 2nd portal, Anochi YHVH (אנכי־יהוה), including the 420th YHVH (יהוה), is found at the Smoking Mountain (ההר־עשן) or (210 for “The Mountain” and 420 for “Smoking”). The clear mirror reminds us that we find the word Ashen (עשן) of numerical value 420 in both the 2nd line (קרעשטן) of the 42-Letter Name matrix and rising vertically in the final column of the same matrix (ץןשגעקת). It is the smoke of the 11 incense, as in the initials (אי) of (אנכי־יהוה).

Like the singularity of the Essential Cube of Creation, so too is the arrangement of the 42-Letters.

On the surface this connection to the event horizon of 5778 seems like prophesy embedded in the 42-Letter Name, but it is far deeper.

Of those 1st, 4th, and 7th lines, the first (אבג־יתץ) and last (וצית) both contain letter sequences totaling 506, as in “I am H’Moshiach and Moshiach Ben David, and “unconditional love, ahavat chinam (אהבת חנם),” the bread that sandwiches in the slices of satan like a Big Mac.

That the 147 lines of the 42-Letter Name Matrix align with the 7 Names Ehyeh (אהיה) and the 147 mentions of the 7th day in the Torah is obviously by design, a design constructed before the advent of Creation. As we saw, 506 trumps satan (359) by 147, by tapping into the 7 Names Ehyeh (אהיה). The 42-Letter Name matrix is no schematic; that is what the numbers are. The 42-Letter Name matrix is a cosmic processor and elevator. It works from below to above and is the only Name to do so, hence it must be in the center of our portals to engage the latching mechanism and begin the ascension.

The 3 Axes of the Portals

When the 42-Letter Name matrix reaches the middle or 4th level (בטרצתג) it has already attracted and destroyed the lower elements of satan in our desires and is now at the place of the will, Ratzon (רצון). The numerical value of this line is 704, which is why it was designed to latch onto and engage with the earth (הארץ) of numerical value 296.  Together, they equal 1000, or Binah.  Once engaged, the 42-Letter Name matrix twists and becomes locked in. The Earth and what it presents is at the very center (רצ) of the 42-Letter Name and as we have previously been shown, it is surrounded by the seven planets (satellites): the Sun, Moon, Venus, Mercury, Mars, Saturn, and Jupiter.

The clear mirror shows us that the earth is a metaphor and that the complete gematria of the two portals together, Elohim (אלהים) and Anochi YHVH (אנכי־יהוה), is 296, meaning the 3 planes (axis) are centered on the very center (רצ) of the 42-Letter Name.

The clear mirror blesses us with deeper insights. As we have learned previously, the value through the center of the 42-Letter Name between the (רצ) is 1833, as in the 1833 letters Samech (ס) of value 60.  Now, we learn that the atbash of the 5 final letters is also 60, while the atbash of David is 280, the normal value of the 5 final letters, which are connected with the end of days, and the normal value of David is 14, as in the center of the Essential Cube of Creation. Taking the process one step further, the clear mirror explains that (296 + 424) = 720, which equals (1000280), analogous to the 720.0, 280.0 square roots of the 72 Triplets.

The earth, 296, represents physicality. Once it is engaged with the transformational 42-Letter Name, the 72 Triplets are ignited along with their 9 candles and flames. This all occurs in the bottom 2/3 of the 42-Letter Name matrix. The 42-Letter Name processes and nullifies physicality but properly engaged it can do much more.

The Zohar tells us that the Hebrew word (הוא) of numerical value 12 is representative of the 12 directions/edges/columns of the cubic Zeir Anpin which is the same level as the 42-Letter. The clear mirror shows us that there are exactly 455 (הוא) in the Torah, as in the 41 letters in the 3 aspects of Ehyeh (אהיה). We are again reminded that at the end of the first 14 letters of the Torah and the Name Elohim (אלהים) with an ordinal value of 41, we found the letters (היםת) of numerical value 455. The clear mirror takes it a step further and shows that the complete value of (הוא) is 24, which means that the complete value of the 455 (הוא) in the Torah is 10,920, exactly the same as the 420 YHVH (יהוה) through the 10 Utterances.  What we are being shown is that the cubic Zeir Anpin fits perfectly being the two portals, which is where the 42-Letter Name fits in, propping open the two portals, at Elohim (אלהים) and Anochi YHVH (אנכי־יהוה).

The clear mirror adds that the atbash of Ehyeh (אהיה) is 620, as in Keter.

The two portals, while 107,000 letters apart in the Torah, are centered above one another in hyperspace, like a cross-hairs.  As we just learned, the central line of the 42-Letter Name forms the 3rd axis through the center, and together they equal (704 + 296) = 1000, Binah.

The bottom 3 letters (הים) of numerical value 55, act as steps to the double Gates, while the value of the inner letters (יילה) is also 55, pulling the letter Hei (ה) into the center.

With the 42-Letter Name, there are a total of (42 + 13) = 55 letters in the 3 Axes of the Portals, like the (42 + 13) Vav (ו) schematic in the Shema where we began our journey.

Now, the value of the inner letters (יהילי) is 65, as in Adonai (אדני), with a complete value of 112, as in the 112 Triplets and the unifications of Elohim (אלהים) – YHVH(יהוה)  and of Ehyeh (אהיה)Adonai (אדני) – YHVH(יהוה).  This 4-directional placement of the 112 Triplets in this critical position is further emphasized in the sum of the outer 4 letters (אאהם) plus the inner 5 (יהילי), which is 112. The value 112 is also the atbash value of Moshiach.

The 112 Triplets and the 2 Portals

The gematria of the last 3 lines of the 42-Letter Name matrix is 1375: the Phi(φ) angle (137.5o) at the center of Spherical Time; the result of dividing the event horizon limit by 42, 5778/42 = 137.57… or the height of the encasing pyramid by 42, 5775”/42 = 137.5: and the 50-cubit height (1375”) of each of the Gates at the Future Holy Temple. Its corresponding measure is (30001375) = 1625, or Binah (1000) and H’Keter (625).

So, since the counter, or corresponding, space for the first 3 rows is 1378, or Binah (1000) and “His Name is One,” (378) and that of the last 3 rows is 1625, the counterspace for these 6 rows in the 42-Letter Name matrix is 3003 as in the value of the 11 Triplets of Bereshit. This means that 12 of the Triplets of the 42-Letter Name matrix merge with the 11 Triplets of Bereshit to form 6000, while the central line (2 Triplets) of the 42-Letter Name matrix merge with the 7th word (the Earth, 296) within the 11 Triplets of Bereshit to form the final 1000 of the 7000.  The 7000 is also very much the 7000 in the 107000 letters, or 100,000 plus 7000, or Zeir Anpin plus the period of Moshiach.

We also see that with the 11 Triplets of Bereshit surrounding the center of the 42-Letter Name and the 72 Triplets merged into the same center, we have 3 of the 4 sets of the Essential Triplets aligned within hyperspace.

As we are warned that the opening of the Gates/Portals may now be imminent and inevitable, the inner cosmos shifts our attention back to the goings on within the Cavern of Perfect Numbers.

 Stacked Integer Fields

The Perfect Numbers are numbers whose proper factors add up to the number itself.  We learned that numbers were integer fields based on the number 1, and each of the factors in a Perfect Number is a separate integer-field group, stacked on top of each other.  One of the interesting things about Perfect Numbers is that they include each other.

As Triangular Numbers, they all start with 1, then 2– 3 followed by 4 – 5 – 6; which thus forms the 1st Perfect Number 6, built of 3 tiers. The next Perfect Number starts with the 3-tier stack of 6: (1; 2 – 3; 4 – 5 – 6) and continues: 7 – 8 – 9 – 10; 11 – 12 – 13 – 14 – 15; 16 – 17 – 18 – 19 – 20 – 21; and finally 22 – 23 – 24 – 25 – 26 – 27 – 28, which terminates in the 2nd Perfect Number. There are now 7 tiers and hence the 7th Triangular number, 28.


2 – 3

4 – 5 – 6

7 – 8 – 9 – 10

11 – 12 – 13 – 14 – 15

16 – 17 – 18 – 19 – 20 – 21

22 – 23 – 24 – 25 – 26 – 27 – 28

It is the nature of Perfect Numbers, as they are the sum of their proper factors, to have a highest factor that is equal to exactly half it, at least for even Perfect Numbers, and so far, no one has found an odd one.  This means that the first few highest factors are 3, 14, 248, and 4064, which is what the still pool was showing us.  When we ponder perfection, we should only think of perfection. Perhaps, that is why He placed these unicorns in this cavernous zone. Perfect Numbers stand out as peaks of perfection, but on closer inspection we were shown that it is their highest factors that were their peaks and that these were representations of the cosmic and hyperdimensional fields that define our existence.  The clear mirror within the pool shows us that the word for “the field (השדה)” of numerical value 314 is found 50 times in the Torah and 333 times in Tanakh. Moreover, its ordinal value is 35.

The 42-Letter Name reappears and in the clear mirror we see that the complete value of “the field (השדה)” is 359, replacing the value of satan for the 6 sequential letters of the 4th and 5th lines (בטרצתג).

The Perfect Number, 3550336, floats up and then separates as 3550336, completing the story told by its younger dimensional siblings.  Does this existence we know as physicality actually exist without the Torah? Only in our minds, our limited minds. Without the existence of the Torah, is there any meaning to the Perfect Numbers?

Integer Fields

Just when we think that we could not be more honored and privileged or absorb any more secret and sacred knowledge, the clear mirror informs us we are about to go deeper yet.

The floor falls out from under us, literally, and we find ourselves floating in space within space, taken to another level like a dream within a dream or like another level of construct within construct as in Inception. Once this happens, though, our perception changes and we realize if this shift is possible then another higher shift is possible and another. We begin to realize that this is the nature and construct of the universe, and that in our physical avatars we may actuality have been on the lowest level, or one of them, since we also recall our studies on the 7 worlds below Malchut that feed off of it.

We also wonder if it was because of the understanding of the 42-Letter Name that we were able to make this leap upward, just as Rav Brandwein advised us.

Nonetheless, here we are, floating in space amongst large bright spheres that represent units of 1. The clear mirror reappears and reminds us that we learned that all numbers are integer fields based on the number 1. Like the structure of the Alef-bet, each field is layered from 1 to 11, 111…111111111 with a total possible occupancy in that first field-layer of 45 units of 1. We are surrounded by 45 spheres, which then fade away, yet we can still feel their presence, as if they have not gone anywhere.

The next layer up represents the 10’s and it is layered likewise from 1, 11, 111…111111111 with a total possible occupancy in that field-layer of 45 units of 1. Null fields are just empty space. It continues this way, in groups of 45 representing decimal places (1, 10, 100, 1000…) for every integer through infinity. In our world, this is the basis of base 10 mathematics. In the hyperdimensions, this is the source of understanding and a higher level of processing.

So, the sum of the first 9 integers is 45 and the sum of the first 10 is 46, as in the value of the word “cubit,” the celestial measuring unit. One cubit is equivalent to one elevation.

One cubit is equivalent to one elevation, at each and every level. So, a Gate that measures 50 cubits is measuring 50 levels of elevation within the integer fields of Oneness as in the 50 Gates of Binah.

In Number Theory, there is the premise of summing the digits within a number and an equation and the Torah and Inner Cosmos have shown us repeatedly of the significance of these often unexpected outcomes. Now, we can understand the design and hyperspace reasoning behind them. The layered fields of Oneness are equivalent to the summing of the integers. For example, 10 = 1; 28 = 10, and 134 = 8. In the case of 134, the layers are 1111, 111, 1 that total 8 (1’s).

This makes the Triangular Numbers, sums of sums. So, the 4th Triangular Number, 10, is also 46 Ones, the cubit, and the 7th Triangular Number, 28, is also 154 Ones or 7 x 22 groups of One.  Those groupings of 7 and 22 are interesting as they correspond to the 7 layers of the 7th Triangular Number and thus to “The Earth,’ the 7th word and to Zeir Anpin.  Through hyperdimensional mathematics those groups can be divided into 22/7 = 3.1428.. or Pi (π), 28 as the 7th Triangular Number and most importantly 3142, the real reason the clear mirrors took us down this path of deeper and everlasting knowledge.


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